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The night we broke up, which was about a week ago, I went over her house because we both agreed that we needed to talk. When I got to her house she was very nice. She offered me dinner, she showed me some of her art pieces she had done in school and we both played with her son for a bit. After her son went to sleep we went out to my car and talked. She told me she that she didn’t want to hurt me but she was feeling the pressure from everything she had going on a the moment and that all she offer me at this time was her friendship. She said that she also noticed how she was not giving me the time I deserved and she didn’t like how she was treating me. This is why she said that she kept on saying that I deserved better. She believed that i did not deserve to go through another year of this treatment. She has about a year to a year and a half to finish school. That night before we parted way I asked her if she still loved me and she said “yes”. I also asked her to promise me that she would get back with me when she was done with school, but she said that it was a long time and she didn’t want to make a promise she might not be able to keep. She said that a lot could happen in a year and that I could end up meeting someone else. I told her that I felt I had and still have a strong bond with her, that I loved her and that I was willing to wait. She told me that that would not be fair for me and that she could not let me do that. Before I had went to her house that night I had felt like things were not going right and I felt like a breakup soon to come so I bought her a teddy bear before I went to her house that night. After we talked we sat in my car hugging and that is when I gave her the teddy bear. She looked surprised and she hugged me even tighter and she asked me for one last kiss. After a few mintues of hugging each other I walked her to her house and gave her her last hug and kiss on the cheek and said good night.

I text her when I got home, which we always did before our breakup, just telling her i had gotten home safe and wished her good night. She text me back and said good night and I love you.

Its been a week and 2 days since our breakup and we’ve gone to lunch once. Ive text her good moring every day and she has respond almost every time,exept these past 2 days, and we’ve talked on the phone twice. The first time because I text her to see how she was doing and the second time she just called me. When we talked during lunch I asked her if we could hang out a couple of times when she was on vacation from work and she said to remember that we just friends now and that she did not want to feel obligated to hang out.

I can’t stop thinking about her and I have been miserable this past week. I don’t know what to do! I don’t want to lose her. HELP!

This is a repost from Saturday. Thank you to all who answered my question.

By: Nice Guy

I have a long european last name and ive become acustomed to spelling it out to people - some **** doing this, but ive always loved it. Its a great convo starter and i dunno, i guess ive lived with my surname for so long i would like to keep it. Am i been unreasonable? I wish my future hubby could see my side of it - hes lived with that name and doesnt know what itd be like with anything else. Im the one that has to change my name to it.. Surely, he woudlnt like changing his name to something similarly.. weird. Not to mention when we have kids id be a bit worried about them getting bullied - he even told me HE was bullied for it. Why would he want to put his kids through that??

Grrr…

By: LilLoca

Now I like this girl a lot.

But my problem is I cannot get excited that much as when every I am about to do some thing, the flash back of her story comes in way and I loose my power.
This has been going on from last 2 months now..

What should I do.
How do I throw things out of my mind that she was ever with someone and I enjoy my mood with her and make her and myself happy.

I dont want to think that she ever had any relationship. How do I keep those thoughts away from myself.
Please help in details, immediately.
Thanks

By: David

When you just learning how to cut from zero, do you directly learning from these salon, or they teach you first on some other place?

How long you’re gonna stay in training salon before you apply job somewhere?

If they gonna teach you first in other place, how long it would take?

By: Doo.ri

Sasha and Farmar especially have been Lagging it , honestly

Star why not
-EXTRA- Which Jersey should i wear Kobe or Drew- just to represent:]

good night-

By: YFFL= Janet, HAS A NYY BLOG,ASK