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Here is our list…

boys-
Cainen James
Tate(Tatum) Benson
Brennan James
Joel Benson

girls-
Kamryn Joelle
Colby Marie (my dad threw that one at us)
Carly Ann-Marie
Kennedy Ann

Tell me what you like on our list first then tell me what different names you like. I like either common or unique names….just not too weird please, and no hateful answers toward our names we have. Please don’t tell me how Kamryn is a boys name and don’t say you don’t like the spelling bc we do. Thanks!

Also some of themiddle namesare family names but if you have something different tell me. Last name will be King.

Our sons name is Colton Duane.
Daddy- Jason Duane
Mommy(me)- Debra(Debbie) Marie

By: Cole’s Mommy & Expecting #2!

The girl I love, who rejected me. It had hurt. It still hurts. It will be hurting.

For almost 5 years now, (Be aware, in Jr.high, 8th) I have come to believe I love this girl. I tried to mentally tell myself before, I do not love her, I simply have an attraction.

Throw that out the window.

I noticed her when I moved into a sub-urb, and was still going to a school in a city. It was pretty far, but when I was in that house, I occasionally saw this cute, and fairly shy girl, who would always gracefully walked passed my house afterschool, (Though, unaware I was there.)

I thought she looked wonderful, nothing I had ever seen before. My older cousin called these porno-chicks that he watches “****** Hot.” To me, when you compare her to those dirty pieces of crap, she just gave me this indescribable feeling in my chest. That was 4 years ago.

I was happy to find out in the near end of the summer that I would be attending the school she went to. And when I showed up, I found out she wasn’t in any of my three classes, but, we got to meet each other, and I thought, “Hey, I took a step forward.” Because she had smiled by that time at the end of the conversation.

That was 3 years ago.

So, I find out, she’s in one of my classes, and she sat right in front of me for Math. Sometimes she would ask me for favors and such, and I was quite happy. It remained like that.

That was 2 years ago.

Then, in 7th grade, a good friend of hers had dragged me along with her because my voice had unusually deepened over the summer break. She seemed somewhat happy and surprised to see me. I would sometimes pass by her and we’d give a quick hey.

That was last year.

So, this year, I was like, happy as hell since she was in five of my classes. Plus, for a bonus, was two lockers away from me. For some reason she stopped talking to me and would remain silent. She sometimes asked me for favors and I gladly did them, sometimes we’d have a 30 word chat. Still, I was making progress.

Now, everything, everything, all that meant nothing, because everything was twisted and turned in the course of 2-3 months.

Some ******* got a hold of my journal during lunch, and decided to spread around what he read in there. I was steaming, but he said, “I can help.” When he was setting it up.

The girl found out and a friend had messaged her. Apparently she never replied to it. He got this girl to sit near her table, which wasn’t to far from Her’s. She asked what I needed, and he told the other girl I needed her with Her.

She stood up and asked The Girl if she would date me. Then she had said, “Come on, nothing to lose now!”. She realized she made a mistake and til’ this day still says sorry.

She had rejected me, but it was only the start.

In May, before summer break, I was growing these flowers, Pink Roses. But, she would stop talking to me, sometimes look in my direction but not say anything. It had hurt, I was sad, my friends kept’ asking her these question like, “What was your reaction? or “Do you **** him?”

She would just go all shy-mode and tell them to shut up and go away. But, I dealt with it. Then, it got worse, when the Boy who offered me help spread what happened, and I then figured out he screwed me this whole time.

For the last month, I have had people going up to me and yelling, rejected. I felt so dark, lonely, and depressed. I had acted cold, but it became worse when I went to these jewelry store and spent $60 on a ruby and diamond necklace. The day before I had gave it to her, I found her book and simply finished waiting for her to finish talking to her friend. Then, I poked her shoulder and called her. She completely ignored me and walked away. My friend who has the locker next to her just grew silent. I was about to cry when I went back to the class and put her book and the teacher’s desk.

The pink rose, I guarded them during the winter storms, and put a container on them and avoided uprooting them. They looked magnificent. I was going to give the necklace and flowers To Her.

When I got home, I broke down and began to cry, and then I tried to turn on the radio and That Damned Titanic Song started to play, and I began to cry harder. Then, when I changed the song, The Fray How To Save A Life was playing and I cried even harder. I grabbed the necklace out the window into the sewer hole, and went outside to uproot the flowers and throw them into the garbage. I sat at the garbage can crying for about 30′ minutes. There was no school.

Sometimes I have dreams about her and I wake up crying, almost waking my parents, and then Pain hurts. Why? I tried to get over her, I sat at a blank wall telling myself, I don’t love her, for two hours and it didn’t help. Why does it hurt so much?

By: DC

There is this lad in my school he is a player,he has all the girls that he wants and has loads of mates hes kinda popular. He is a jerk just because he has good looks and everyone fancies him or wants to be him doesn’t make him awesome to me it makes him a selfish JERK!.

So has I do **** him and I’m probably the only girl who does not like him I told him what I thought of him and after that he is so mean to me he calls me names and hurts my feelings he bully’s me all the time which I don’t know why! and I really want to know why. But the thing that I’m really confused about is that he kind of does sexual things to me like lick his lips at me,rubs his leg against mine and winks at me why the hell like?

His best mate said he has been looking for me all summer and said he dont know why he also said to be honest me and probaly everyone thinks you love each other. But I cant like him and he cant like me does he?

So does he like me please help me and explain good thanks! =) x

P.s Dint be angry with me =S

By: Dee Kimmie

Girls:
Sophie
Irene
Aurelia
Roselle

Boys:
Jonas
Levi
Bryant

Which ones to do you like?

By: snowyshinydays

THANKS SO MUCH!!!! xxoo

From this article, the writer, Jamieson-Emms, leads us to probe into the aspect of how girls treat other girls and how they want to be popular from a third person’s point of view. It focuses on how they think in their way, do in their way, but why?

Everyone admires and adores things which possess of gorgeous and attractive appearance, no matter what age or gender you are. By the time that our life has been greatly promoted, teenagers of nowadays have the ability to pursue excellent material life, and to be luxuriously fashionable. They try hard to make themselves way more conspicuous, want to be like the girls in movies and on TV, want to be strutting down the aisle with all the eyes on them, to be the one everybody loves and worships. They just don’t know that, they are still young and immature, don’t know what makes them popular now, may not help them further after they step into the society. All they are doing at the moment is just to pursue temporary satisfactions but the permanent attainments. There are still spaces prepared for them to grow. Someday, when they turn their head around looking back, they will discover that all they have done is just trivial and worthless.

Adolescence is probably the most befuddling time that an individual goes through. It is a time when you are no longer a child but have not yet to enter complete adulthood.

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