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The night we broke up, which was about a week ago, I went over her house because we both agreed that we needed to talk. When I got to her house she was very nice. She offered me dinner, she showed me some of her art pieces she had done in school and we both played with her son for a bit. After her son went to sleep we went out to my car and talked. She told me she that she didn’t want to hurt me but she was feeling the pressure from everything she had going on a the moment and that all she offer me at this time was her friendship. She said that she also noticed how she was not giving me the time I deserved and she didn’t like how she was treating me. This is why she said that she kept on saying that I deserved better. She believed that i did not deserve to go through another year of this treatment. She has about a year to a year and a half to finish school. That night before we parted way I asked her if she still loved me and she said “yes”. I also asked her to promise me that she would get back with me when she was done with school, but she said that it was a long time and she didn’t want to make a promise she might not be able to keep. She said that a lot could happen in a year and that I could end up meeting someone else. I told her that I felt I had and still have a strong bond with her, that I loved her and that I was willing to wait. She told me that that would not be fair for me and that she could not let me do that. Before I had went to her house that night I had felt like things were not going right and I felt like a breakup soon to come so I bought her a teddy bear before I went to her house that night. After we talked we sat in my car hugging and that is when I gave her the teddy bear. She looked surprised and she hugged me even tighter and she asked me for one last kiss. After a few mintues of hugging each other I walked her to her house and gave her her last hug and kiss on the cheek and said good night.

I text her when I got home, which we always did before our breakup, just telling her i had gotten home safe and wished her good night. She text me back and said good night and I love you.

Its been a week and 2 days since our breakup and we’ve gone to lunch once. Ive text her good moring every day and she has respond almost every time,exept these past 2 days, and we’ve talked on the phone twice. The first time because I text her to see how she was doing and the second time she just called me. When we talked during lunch I asked her if we could hang out a couple of times when she was on vacation from work and she said to remember that we just friends now and that she did not want to feel obligated to hang out.

I can’t stop thinking about her and I have been miserable this past week. I don’t know what to do! I don’t want to lose her. HELP!

This is a repost from Saturday. Thank you to all who answered my question.

By: Nice Guy

I havent thrown up or anything.. so far i just have a super bad cough, nausea, and chills, slight fever and headache.. but i could wake up 2moro with worse..
Well. i really really wanna go to this. and usually when im sick its just a quick bug. so im hopeing this is a quick bug. so i might be better by 2moro. but i need to hide the coughing and stuff from her 2nite. plus im losing my voice.. and i have a fever. is there anyway to lower it when she takes my temperature. like putting cold water in my mouth?

By: Soccer B